Daily Quote:
"It’s about defining and understanding your vision. Where are you and where are you trying to get? You have to understand that. It’s more than just wanting to run faster or further. ... Once you have that plan of action, the nuts and bolts is in the execution, working day in and day out, and staying within the framework of that plan." --Bob Kennedy, Ex-Olympian
I attempted a very easy four mile run as to test my right knee for today's marathon, after the first half-mile I had decided my knee was far from 100% and would be foolish to risk further damage, I returned home by walking. Not starting the marathon this morning is the toughest decision I've ever made in my short running history. In the past, I've raced with a sore foot from luggage being dropped on it
twice, sore back from lifting a heavy footlocker, plantar fasciitis injury from wearing running shoes too long, therefore I really wanted to race today even with an injury because I've done it before. I desperately wanted to continue my Las Vegas Marathon running streak, today would've been my ninth LVM in a row!
This will be the first time that I've cancelled a marathon due to an injury and it's tough, very tough...I'm still questioning myself if I'm doing the right thing as I've done so much high mileage training this fall. I keep going back and forth wondering what should I do. What advice would I give to those at the about.com forum site if he/she would ask what they should do in my situation? I would undoubtedly tell them to cancel the race, heal, and return to race again; that running is not about any particular race, but a lifetime goal of health and fitness.
I can't blame my passengers for my knee injury as they were in a hurry, I was in a hurry too, and it was indeed an accident. I've been hurt so many times as a cab driver, took a knife away from an assailant that cut my palm, cab rear-ended three times with headaches and light concussion, heavy suitcase dropped on my foot, fingers crunched by cab door, not to mention being robbed three times and survived with no injuries, but the horrible timing of this latest accident makes me wonder "why?"
My wife constantly worries about my safety, and I do sometimes take unnecessary risks by accepting radio calls from the "66 Zone" (the poorest neighborhood in North Las Vegas), knowingly picking up belligerent drunks, and sometimes gang bangers. I have to realize that I'm not immortal nor invincible and should be more cautious out there. I would look for another job, but my age (56 years old) and the horrible economy would make the job search too daunting.
I now need a plan and I have to get my knee healthy again. I don't think the injury is too serious because I can still walk with no pain nor limping, nevertheless, I'm not sure how long it'll take to return to 100%. First, I must stay fit and keeping weight off the knee; maybe swimming, cycling, and upper body weight training to start. Once my knee appears to get better I'll try light jogging on the treadmill. If my knee hasn't improved by January I'll make an appointment to see a sports physician.
I still want to experiment with ultra-racing this year, obviously I don't know how realistic that would be at this time. I need to stay positive that I will heal, improve, and become even stronger than before.